draw "her" - She was my goddess.

The day before meeting her, the commander who led us quietly called me and cautiously handed me a letter and a small box.
"Burn the letter immediately upon reading it. Carry what's inside the box with you."
Inside the small box were an identification card with the name "Omar Shadi" and an employee ID card stating "Omar Shadi, BH Group Field Support Team 3." The letter contained various contents, but it ended with these words:
"Protect her."
---
New mission. A quiet mission where the screams of burning humans, the deafening explosions, and the sound of bullets ricocheting no longer reach me, has come to me with her.
England, France, Korea, China, Vietnam, Japan, India... Those places were different worlds from where I had lived. I was always with her, learning Japanese, English, and a little bit of Korean from her. She taught me how to live in amazingly peaceful and laughter-filled countries.
She was my goddess. She was my love. She was my mother and my mentor.